I went into the nursery and picked them up, one in each arm, settling them into their car seats.
“It’s okay, it’s okay, Mama’s got you, Mama’s got you.”
I stepped back into the hallway with both babies and found him standing by the door like a stranger waiting for me to exit.
“Please,” I said. “Just stop for one minute and think.”
Mark grabbed the diaper bag from the entry table, opened the front door, and tossed it onto the porch.
Rain had started falling. Drops hit my face as the wind pushed them through the doorway.
I rushed outside to grab the bag before it soaked through.
“I told you, I’m done,” Mark said. “I’m tired of this crying disaster you call a life.”
“You can’t mean that!” I shouted over the rain. “We’ve been married for seven years—”
He slammed the door in my face before I could finish.
I stood there, drenched, both babies crying in their seats.
Then the porch light flicked on.
The door opened again, and Martha stepped out.
For one brief, hopeful second, I thought she might take my side. She had never openly challenged her son, but surely she wouldn’t let him throw me and the babies out into the cold rain.
Then she stepped closer, and I saw she was holding a large trash bag. She extended it toward me.
“Take your things, Valerie, and don’t come back,” she said.
Through the window, I could see Mark watching.
Smiling.
“Even you?” I whispered.
Her expression didn’t change.
I took the bag. I secured the twins in the backseat of my car, set the bag beside them, and drove to the only place I could think of—my old friend from the orphanage, the closest thing I had to family.
Halfway down the block, the bag shifted.
Something sharp pressed against the plastic.
I pulled over beneath a flickering streetlight and shut off the engine.
My hands were shaking so badly I tore the bag open instead of untying it.
Inside, there were no clothes.