I sat on the edge of our bed in the dark, my phone clutched in one hand.
I had opened the banking app to check whether there was enough money left in our savings account to buy the twins a white noise machine.
There wasn’t—because almost all of it was gone.
And on the screen, lined up neatly, were hotel reservations, restaurant charges, and jewelry purchases I knew I hadn’t made.
The bedroom door opened behind me.
“Hey,” Mark said. “Why are the lights off?”
“Who is she?” I turned slowly and held up my phone so he could see.
Mark froze.
“You’ve been overwhelmed,” I went on. “We both have. The babies are a lot. The sleep deprivation makes everything worse. I know people make stupid choices when they’re drowning. I understand.” I swallowed. “We can fix it. We can go to counselling.”
His jaw tightened. “I’m not doing this. I’m not going to stand here and pretend this is some mistake I need to beg forgiveness for.”
My grip on the phone tightened. “I’m not asking you to beg. I’m asking you to come back to your family.”
“That’s exactly it,” he said. “I don’t want to.”
“You don’t mean that.”
“I do.”