HE PUNCHED HIS MOTHER IN THE FACE AT 23—SO THE NEXT MORNING, SHE MADE HIS FAVORITE BREAKFAST… AND THE MAN WAITING AT THE TABLE CHANGED EVERYTHING
By morning, the bruise on your cheek has turned the color of storm clouds.
Not black yet. Not purple all the way. Just that spreading, ugly blue-gray beneath your skin that makes everything feel more real than it did in the moment. Last night had moved too fast for your heart to catch up. But now the sunlight coming through the kitchen window leaves nowhere for the truth to hide.
You stand at the counter in your small house in San Nicolás de los Garza and crack eggs with steady hands you do not recognize as your own.
The fan above the stove rattles as it turns. Coffee fills the air, rich and dark, and for a few suspended seconds you can almost pretend this is just another morning from years ago, back when your son still stumbled into the kitchen half-awake and called you Mama in that soft voice he only used before the world hardened him. Back when he hugged you from behind while you cooked and stole bacon from the pan. Back when you knew who he was.
You slice papaya and banana into a ceramic bowl with the blue rim you save for company. You warm tortillas in a cloth-lined basket. You scramble eggs with tomato and onion the way Diego has liked since he was twelve. You set out a glass of orange juice, a mug for coffee, a folded napkin, silverware placed straight and careful beside the plate. The table looks beautiful in a way that hurts.