Such a process would have taken years.
And it would have implicated Matthew as well.
The last time I saw him in an office was at the notary’s, on the day of the final signing.
He was wearing a wrinkled shirt.
He had that look of a man who can’t distinguish between being defeated and destroying himself.
He signed without looking at me.
When he finished, he asked with a dry bitterness:
—Are you happy with this now?
I put my copy away.
I stood up.
—No. I was happy before you decided to live as if I were an administrator of your whims.
Now I’m just at peace.
For a while, I heard news about him through third parties.
That he had taken on short-term contracts.
That Camila didn’t get back together with him.
That he saw Mateo some weekends in Mérida.
That he tried to start a small business with a friend and failed because no one wanted to give him credit for supplies.
In Mexico City, the business world isn’t huge.
People can forget infidelity…
but they rarely forget mismanagement.