UNIT 108 — WESTRIDGE STORAGE
My chest tightened so hard it hurt.
And then I saw the date on the letter.
Three months before my release.
My father had written it knowing I would be free soon.
He’d written it knowing he wouldn’t be alive to explain.
My vision blurred.
Harold cleared his throat. “Read it somewhere quiet,” he said. “He didn’t want… an audience.”
I couldn’t speak. I just nodded, because if I opened my mouth, I might fall apart right there beside the pine trees.
I walked to a bench near the far side of the cemetery, where the gravel path curled behind a line of old stones. I sat down like my bones were suddenly too heavy to hold me up.
Then I unfolded the letter.
THE LETTER THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING
It started with my name.
Not “Dear Son.”
Not “To whom it may concern.”
Just:
Eli.
That was how my father wrote when something mattered.
My hands trembled as I read.
Eli,
If you’re reading this, I’m gone. I’m sorry you’re learning it this way. I didn’t want your first day free to be another prison.
I’ve been sick a long time. Not the kind of sick you bounce back from. I didn’t tell you because I wanted you to hold onto hope. I needed you to believe there was a life waiting for you.
My throat tightened.
He continued: