“No.”
The word comes out smaller than you intend.
“No. You don’t get to do this.”
Her face crumples. Not theatrically. Quietly. Like paper folding inward under water.
“I’m not trying to hurt you.”
“You don’t even know me.”
“I know your age. Your face. Your eyes. The month you were born. I know the way you look at the doors before you go in, like you’re bracing for battle. Your mother used to do that when she was afraid.”
You go rigid.
“My mother is dead.”
The old woman closes her eyes for one second. “The woman who raised you?”
You hate the distinction instantly.
More because of how natural it sounds than because it is cruel.
“Yes,” you snap. “My mother. Elena Lozano. She died when I was twenty-six.”
The woman’s gaze flickers.
That name means something.
You feel it like a pin sliding into place somewhere behind your sternum.
“You knew her,” you say.
It isn’t a question.
The old woman grips the broom handle until her knuckles whiten.
“I knew of her.”
Rain patters. A siren wails faintly in the distance, then fades. The automatic doors slide open and closed behind you as stretchers move in and out, as visitors come and go, as the hospital keeps doing what hospitals do best: swallowing human catastrophe and handing it back labeled, coded, and half-explained.
You look at the woman on the bench and realize, with something close to dread, that if you ask one more question your life may not fit itself back together the same way.
So of course you ask.
“How?”
She reaches slowly into the pocket of her apron and pulls out a plastic sleeve folded many times over. Inside is a photograph, so old the edges have gone white and feathery. She holds it out with both hands.
You don’t want to take it.
You do anyway.
A young woman, maybe seventeen, stands in front of a church in a cheap dress with a baby wrapped in a knitted blanket. Her face is thinner, unmarked by years, but unmistakable now that you see it. The eyes. The chin. The slight downward tilt at the corners of the mouth when trying not to smile too hard. In her arms, the baby is tiny, dark-haired, squinting against light. On the blanket pinned near the shoulder is a little cloth name tag stitched in pink thread.
Andrea.
Your fingers start shaking.
“That could be anyone,” you whisper.
“Turn it over.”
On the back, in faded blue ink, are two lines.