Part of me wanted to rip the pages up.
He’d been part of what ruined my life.
And he’d also been the one who kept that life from collapsing.
The following morning, Mrs. Patel brought coffee.
“You read it,” she said.
“Yeah.”
Mrs. Patel sat down. “He couldn’t undo that night. So he changed diapers and built ramps and fought with people in suits. He punished himself every day. Doesn’t make it right. But it’s true.”
“I don’t know how to feel,” I said.
“You don’t have to decide today. But he gave you choices. Don’t waste them.”
***
A month later, after meetings with the lawyer and paperwork, I rolled into a rehab center an hour away. A physical therapist named Miguel flipped through my chart.
“Been a while,” he said. “This is going to be rough.”
“I know,” I said. “Someone worked really hard so I could be here. I’m not wasting it.”
They strapped me into a harness over a treadmill.
My legs dangled. My heart hammered.
“You okay?” Miguel asked.
